marga's own tribute to miss massah..

yeah i know.. only a few knows about this thing about miss massah and me.. i'm not really sure with the date.. but i think this happened two days before the parade.. john asked me to stay up to 7pm.. but i said i can't.. but i stayed and did our logo.. i applied glitters all over the cartolina.. and you know what happened??!! gosh! napuno ako ng glitters sa katawan!! kaya nga nag shining shimmering splendid ako nun eh!! so parang nabadtrip ako.. tas dumeretso kami ng gym para iwan na dun ung logo.. eh andun pala si sir.. pinakita ko ta asa stage pa siya nun..

marga: sir!!
(tingin si john)
marga: ni.. the logo..
*may nagsalita bigla..*
massah: may i see that??
*hinarap ni marga ung logo..*
massah: wow!! so nice!!!
marga: *shocked*
(butch kasama ko..)
massah: who did that??
butch: marga..
*arvin kumakanta sa harapan ni miss massah*
massah: really?? you are so good! GOOD JOB... (awwwww....)
marga: uh.. thank you miss.. :p


seee??!! kung si john nga hindi pinansin ung work ko! tas hindi man lang siya nagulat na andun pako ng 8pm!! tas si miss massah pa na andun lang na nakaupo, siya pa ung nakapansin!! nagustuhan pa nia! na-appreciate pa nia!! kahit na pagod nako nun.. parang nabawasan nung pinuri ni miss massah.. awww... nakakawala ng pagod.. tas todo smile pa siya.. happing-happy pako nun.. grabee.. see.. haaay.. miss massah.. na-experience ko din kabaitan ni miss massah..

today is feb 28..

woooh! la lang.. this day was quite ordinary.. requirements dito, requirements doon.. tas pinagpraktis kami kasama ng mga grade two na mag fufirst communion.. sa friday na kasi ung event.. kasama pa kami sa st. john with free food! weee! early recess kami saka early lunch.. wahahaha!! tas practice ule nung hapon..

after class nag defend na kami sa research.. it was not that bad, considering thge panelists.. domer and reynante.. haha! nice! everything turned out well.. phew! then.. off we went to faces para magpaprint ng pictures na ilalagay sa scrapbook for pe.. may gwapo pala dun.. ung photographer nila..haha! lande ni mameh! basta aiun..

then off we go to Danica's house! so we ate skapegi and lumpia! haha! tas uwi na kami.. si drex diretso ng mangaldan.. ako sumama ako sa mga rebelz pabalik ng dagupan.. isang jeep lang kami.. nilibre pako nila gabby ng pamasahe! haha nice! tas bumaba kami sa lugar na diko alam.. haha.. kami na lang nila mikz, sev, don, at jonathan ang naiwan.. bumaba na kami..

marga: sige magtratricycle na lang ako pabalik ng ednas..
mikz: sure ka?
sev: sige..
marga: oh ba't di pa kayo umaalis???
mikz: teka pare, ikuha natin muna siya ng tricycle..
sev: onga naman..
don: sige..
marga: *speechless*

haha! nakakatuwa kasi ayaw pa nila akong iwanan! aww... mga gentleman.. lalo na sila don, mikz at sev.. si jlo no comment.. haha! grabee.. tas hinintay pa nilang makaalis ung tricycle bago sila umalis.. haha! tas pagdating ko ng Ednas, shet! andun si honey! mga 7pm na nun.. tas sabay pa kaming umalis.. haha! woooh! tas andun din si partner kasama si ji-ep nia..haha la lang..

what a floatman has to say..

it was only just now when i have the chance to write about the things that had happened to me for the last 3 days..

now that aming handog 2007 is over, i felt sad.. imagine.. for 4 days i've been staying in school up to 9pm! i've been with sir john, belle, don, sev, michael, ariel, and more junior boys for the whole day.. we are all busy making the float for the highschool department.. belle and i have been sacrificing ourselves just to buy the materials needed for the float.. every now and then we were asked to buy things.. mind you, it was very tiring.. together with the hot weather.. phew! okay.. free food.. so what? sometimes we have no time for food.. really! haha.. we've really gotten close--us the floatmen..then all of a sudden it's over? hmmm... so sad.. really..

during the three days of celebration.. i've made new friends! during the second day of the market fair, kimi dragged me to the gym to work on the backdrop for the washnight.. there, i met desiree and henry.. unfortunately, the aming handog members were already called by miss masa.. so i was left decorating the backdrop with henry.. at first i thought things would be boring between us, henry and i.. because i was shy to talk to him.. but then i was soo wrong.. we had talked about many things while decorating.. he shared his life being in justice.. his anger, his hatred and everything.. then i seem to relate with him.. ha talked about negative things about his life in III-justice.. as for me, of course i also told him about my life in wisdom.. i told him i'm having so much fun with my fellow wisedumbs.. life in wisdom is way far than life in justice i told henry..

henry: ate may competition ba sa wisdom?
marga: uh.. meron din pero parang wala lang sa'min un..
henry: lam nio ba ate sa justice puro competition.. kaya nga nahihirapan ako eh..
marga: wawa ka naman.. sa wisdom hindi ganyan.. iba sa'min pare-pareho kaming baliw dun..

so that's that.. i told him everything about wisdom, and i'm proud of it!!

next is.. the night of the aming handog.. like what jusz had posted in her blogspot.. ang ganda nung aming handog.. basta grabee siya.. grabeee.. tas bukas.. back to normal na naman.. magrurush na naman kami.. dahil exams na next wik.. soooo bad.. i'll really miss last week.. the week of the aming handog.. i'll miss my floatmen, my new found friends, my fellow wisedumbs, the activities and everything about the aming handog.. of course, miss masa.. because of her, aming handog 2007 was a successful one..

so that's all.. i'll really miss aming handog.. lapit na graduation.. hate it! i'll be leaving the gates of ednas school soon! so bad!! yun lang.. i miss wisedumb! wisedumb, i have so much to tell you!

it was only just now when i have the chance to write about the things that had happened to me for the last 3 days..

now that aming handog 2007 is over, i felt sad.. imagine.. for 4 days i've been staying in school up to 9pm! i've been with sir john, belle, don, sev, michael, ariel, and more junior boys for the whole day.. we are all busy making the float for the highschool department.. belle and i have been sacrificing ourselves just to buy the materials needed for the float.. every now and then we were asked to buy things.. mind you, it was very tiring.. together with the hot weather.. phew! okay.. free food.. so what? sometimes we have no time for food.. really! haha.. we've really gotten close--us the floatmen..then all of a sudden it's over? hmmm... so sad.. really..

during the three days of celebration.. i've made new friends! during the second day of the market fair, kimi dragged me to the gym to work on the backdrop for the washnight.. there, i met desiree and henry.. unfortunately, the aming handog members were already called by miss masa.. so i was left decorating the backdrop with henry.. at first i thought things would be boring between us, henry and i.. because i was shy to talk to him.. but then i was soo wrong.. we had talked about many things while decorating.. he shared his life being in justice.. his anger, his hatred and everything.. then i seem to relate with him.. ha talked about negative things about his life in III-justice.. as for me, of course i also told him about my life in wisdom.. i told him i'm having so much fun with my fellow wisedumbs.. life in wisdom is way far than life in justice i told henry..

henry: ate may competition ba sa wisdom?
marga: uh.. meron din pero parang wala lang sa'min un..
henry: lam nio ba ate sa justice puro competition.. kaya nga nahihirapan ako eh..
marga: wawa ka naman.. sa wisdom hindi ganyan.. iba sa'min pare-pareho kaming baliw dun..

so that's that.. i told him everything about wisdom, and i'm proud of it!!

next is.. the night of the aming handog.. like what jusz had posted in her blogspot.. ang ganda nung aming handog.. basta grabee siya.. grabeee.. tas bukas.. back to normal na naman.. magrurush na naman kami.. dahil exams na next wik.. soooo bad.. i'll really miss last week.. the week of the aming handog.. i'll miss my floatmen, my new found friends, my fellow wisedumbs, the activities and everything about the aming handog.. of course, miss masa.. because of her, aming handog 2007 was a successful one..

so that's all.. i'll really miss aming handog.. lapit na graduation.. hate it! i'll be leaving the gates of ednas school soon! so bad!! yun lang.. i miss wisedumb! wisedumb, i have so much to tell you!

a series of FORTUNATE events..

grabee.. nakakapagod ung parade.. ang init tas ang layo ng nilakad namin.. magulo ung arrangement ng parade.. basta un un.. may showdown ang vmu at pma bands.. parehong magaling.. pero mas na-enjoi ko ung sa pma.. haha! kasi makembot sila.. tas puro na sila gurang.. unlike sa vmu puro bagets.. tas kain kami lunch jollibee.. balik school para sa market fair..

pagdating namin skul.. may kiss booth, dedication booth at jail booth.. nagkaroon ako ng dalawang kiss mark.. at pinakiss ko si sir john.. haha! tas hapon, dumating megs sa skul.. andun mgrace at holly!! at last nakita ko rin sila in person! baet nila pareho.. kung anong ugali nila sa text at chat.. ganun din sila sa personal! wee.. saya saya.. okay so nakulong ako.. andun sila holly at mgrace pinapanuod ako.. si kimi ayaw ako palabasin.. tae ka kimi! aiun.. no choice.. si bobby andun din pala.. haha!

then.. fireworks display!! grabee... saya saya nun.. nakaka.. talaga.. so happy that time.. iba ung feeling.. tas pagkatapos nun.. uwian na.. before nung fireworks display, inanounce ung winners ng float.. shet as expected last place kami.. haha! so kinda sorta lika disappointeed.. kasi sobrang pagod namin dun.. oh well.. tas uwian na.. si belle sinabihan ko..

marga: (in the crowd) belle! 3rd place tayo! wooh!
belle: haha! congrats!! wooooh!! (tas umalis..)
( nakita ko si michaell tas..)
michael: anong place naten?? *sabay tusok sa tagiliran ko ng dalawang beses tas naka smile*
marga:(in shock) uh.. 3rd place!! (sabay tusok din sa tagiliran nia..)
michael: haha! congrats!


GRABEEEE!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO HAAPPPYYY!! pinansin niako!! imagine!! grabee can't explain my happiness!! first time niakong ginanun! i would like to thank leo for participating in my happiness.. haha! thanks leo! happy din si leo!! weeee!!! grabee talaga.. as kimi always say: "FC" (feeling close) talaga si michael.. haha! anyway! i'm soooo happy!! this day was indeed a very good day!

dahil sa bike..part 2..

usapan naming floatmen na punta ngayon sa school ng exactly 5am.. nagising ako ng 5am.. so plano ko na sanang pumunta ng skul ng 5:30.. kaya lang.. naisip ko na baka wala pa akong kasama dun.. 6am.. nagtext si sev na aundun na raw siya ng 5am.. waaah! andun na pala siya! so nagmadali ako para may kasama na siya dun.. nakarating nako ng 6am.. aiun..

after flag ceremony, nagstart na kami agad sa paggawa ng float.. nagbihis na kami ni belle.. tas si don nag recruit ng mga bagong members.. nakakagulat kasi nagumpisa sila agad lalo na si michael.. kinausap kasi ni don.. aiun.. tas ayan na naman si sir john.. nagpapabili na naman.. lumabas ako kasama si jusz.. bumili kami ng mga materials.. pinaiwan ni sir si belle para may kasama ung mga gumagawa nung logo.. pagbalik.. work na naman syempre.. kasi sabi ni sir kami lang ni belle ung inaasahan nia from the group.. aaawwww... nakakawala ng pagod, knowing na may nag-aapreciate pala sa mga efforts mo.. kahit sobrang nakakapagod..

nag-mass aiun.. as usual.. akala ko makakatakas nako sa pagmumukha ni sir john.. un pala siya pa ung katapat ko at, lagi kong nakikita nung mass.. after mass, work na naman.. nagstay kami ni wanda hanggang 9pm.. ginawa namin ung float kasama mg juniors na iba.. nakakatuwa pala sila soy, vera, harold at iba pa.. si sir naman nag kwento samin na may phobia siya sa thumbtack.. hahaha! grabee ung the way na pagkwento nia.. feel na feel nia.. tawa siyua ng taw na parang wala nang bukas.. haha! nakakatuwa.. di namin akalain ni drex na ganun pala un.. haha!

tas ayan na.. asa climax na tayo.. 8:45.. may dumating na babaing maingay! shet! nanay ko pala! grabee pagsigaw nia.. pinapagalitan kami ni wanda! asar!! nakakahiya sobra! nahiya ako sa mga kasama ko lalo na kay sir! ageee... napatulala nga si sir habang dada ng dada si mommy.. akala ko ipagtatanggol man lang nia kami ni wanda.. pero di siya umumik! natakot yata kay mommy.. haha! tas pag-alis ko nag-buhbye nako sa kanila.. tawa lang si drex.. si sir nag-thank you! haha!

mommy: gabi na! hinihintay ko tawag nio wala pa! walang tao sa bahay! halatang walang tao kasi walang sasakyan na naka park! mamaya pasukin tayo uli!

aiun.. grabee..

shining shimmering splendid..

what a glittery day! okay, ngayon, we started painting for our float.. buti na lang nagdala ako ng tatlong paint brush.. kung wala, wala kaming nasimulan.. at as usual napaka demanding na naman ni john.. ako lang nakakaintindi ng mga pinagsasabi nia.. tas nagsketch na naman sila don, sev, at michael.. ang labo ng sketch nila.. ginawa naman namin ni belle ung logo.. nilibre kami ni john ng merienda--ule! woooh! so 12:30 ng tanghali.. pinabili kami uli ng mga materials..


pagbalik namin, nagumpisa kami ule.. naaasar nako kasi di lahat gumagalaw.. nahihiya na nga ako kay sir eh.. basta.. si honey naman.. hai naku!! alis ng alis! nakakaasar! onting pinta, aalis.. konting buhos ng pinta, aalis na naman.. pag hinahanap, WALA.. pansin din nga ni sir eh..

marga: teka belle hugas lang ako kamay..
(asa sink din si ariel)
ariel: hello!
marga: hai!
ariel: ui ate, tignan nio, nagmimix colors ng kamay natin..
marga: hahah! onga..
(*dumaan si michael bitbit dameng chairs)
michael: nonstop work!!
marga: kung hindi na lang sana siya umaalis dun sa'tin, di sana siya nagbubuhat ng mga upuan..
ariel: onga noh ate.. *laugh*
marga: otoy naman un..
ariel: alis met ng alis.. hahaha!


5pm.. grabee.. napagplanuhan naming lahat na 5am dapat asa skul na kaming lahat.. payag lahat.. napilit ko si ariel.. and that was good..

marga: ariel, pag wala ka ng 5am dito, pangit ka..
ariel: hahaha! sige ate..
marga: sabihan mo na rin si michael.. wala akong tiwala dun na andito na un ng 5am bukas..
ariel: hahahaha! bakit naman ate?
marga: basta, asa itsura naman nia eh..
ariel.. hahaha! otoy un ate.. haha! baka naman ate pag andito nako ng 5am, la pa kayo..
marga: ta un din problema ko baka ako lang dito bukas..
sev, don, belle: di rin! wala, dapat andito na bukas ng 5am..

umalis na si belle kasi di siya pwede mag-stay hanggang 7-8pm kasi taga bugallon siya.. si ariel at michael umalis na rin.. si don may plano nang umalis.. NABADTRIP SI SIR.. pinrangka nia kamikanina pag-alis nila ariel.. saming tatlo ni sev at don sinabi ni sir ung mga nararamdaman nia..

john: "i was expecting a lot from michael because i know he's so good.. but i was disappointed.. tamad siya as in.. napansin ko ang bilis niang mapagod!"
marga: "ai sir talaga.. alis ng alis.. buti pa nga po si ariel eh.. mas marami pa siyang ginagawa.."
don: "don't worry sir.. itetext ko siya mamaya.. sasabihin ko.."
sev: "pagsasabihan namin siya sir bukas.."
john: *sigh* *minamasahe ang noo..*
sev: "(marga, kawawa si sir..)"
marga:"(kaya nga eh.. papatayin ko yang si custodio na yan..)"

nagstay ako hanggang 8:30pm kasama sila arvin at butch.. ginawa namin ung logo.. dameng glitters na silver kaya ganun.. mula ulo hanggang paa.. puro ako glitters.. shining shimmering splendid nga talaga.. nakita ni ms. massah ung ginawa namin.. tuwang-tuwa siya.. haha.. dapat lang! aiun nilibre ko sila butch at arvin ng pepsi kasi sinamahan pa nila kami ni wanda hanggang sa matapos kami..

un lang.. pag-uwe namin.. may dalawa na namng bagong aso.. sila nido at milo.. mga tuta pa sila.. haha! may bago na namang aso, dahil sa bike.. woooh!

inabutan ko siya ng pepsi na hindi malamig.. at nagsisi na sana burger na lang kinain niya..

grabe tong araw na to.. kakapagod.. pinakiusapan ako ni john na magstay hanggang 7pm.. eh pwede naman ako, kaya aiun nagstay ngako.. buti na lang hindi ako nag-iisa.. andun din si sev.. okay.. rewind muna tayo..

10am, values time.. tinawag kami ni anna kasi tawag daw kami ni belle ni john.. tas paglabas namin.. sabi no john..
john: okay call for *honey* there in 3-faith..
belle and me: o-okay sir..
wahahahaha!!

gulat kami ni belle.. syempre diretso naman kami sa faith.. pero si belle ang naglakas loob na mag-axcuse kay honey.. tas aiun lumabas nga siya pero pinaghintay kami.. aiun naiinis kami ni belle kaya iniwan namin siya.. okay.. fast forward tayo onti..

sa gym na kami.. asa stage kami ni belle nagpapakahirap magdrawing ng mga kabayo na naka-pose sa pader.. shet.. tas napaka demanding pa ni john..

2pm.. nakalabas kami ng school kasi inutusan kami ni sir na bumuli ng mga materials.. kaya masaya.. pagbalik namin ng school, pinagmerienda kami ni sir.. pinabili niako anim na sanich at pepsi.. bumili kami.. at ako, inabutan ko si honey ng pepsi na hindi malamig.. hahaha!! ang babaw! oi wag kayo! nag-thank you siya at naghanap agad ng makakain! woahahaha!! kababuyan dude! tas nagsisisi daw siya kung bakit hindi burger yung kinain niya.. (dalwang klase kasi ung tinapay, 3 burgers, tatlong hotdog buns..) eh kinain niya hotdog bun.. tas ung natira na burger sakin yun..

marga: *kinukuha ung natirang burger sa plastik*
ariel: ayoko nang kinain ko..
honey: oo nga eh.. sana burger na lang kinain ko.. *asa harapan ko pa siya..*
marga: *bubuksan na ung plastik ng burger para kagatin,tas sabay tingin kay honey*
"eto oh burger, gusto mo? *sabay abot kay honey* ayaw mo di wag.."
honey: *nahiya ata* ai thank you na lang po...
marga: bahala ka.. akin to..
honey: *tawa*


wooooohh!!! now that's what you call communication!! weee!! tae siya nagparinig ba naman! natamaan ako dun ah! asa harapan ko pa! haha! la lang.. share ko lang..

okay enough about him.. si kuya uuwe sa friday makita lang ang mga aso.. na sila: chicken, fried rice, spaghetti, sinigang at mechado.. mga aso namin..

mga lalake sa buhay ni marga..

kasi naman eehh.. physics time.. chinika lang namin si john tungkol sa 40th anniversary.. tas auin.. nagtanong ako..

marga: "sir SAAN ginagawa ung float?"
john: "ah yes.. we will get one student each section. and we will stay up to 9pm.."

potik.. asteeg yung sagot nia.. ang layo.. tawa nga kami ni belle eh.. tas simula nun ako na ung kinausap nia.. inexplain nia lahat ng plano samin ni belle tas jack.. eh di naman kami nagtatanong kung anong plano.. paki ba namin dun? oh well.. sayang naman ung laway nia kung di kami makikinig.. at saka feel na feel ko ung topic nia.. haha! at eto pa ha.. nalaman kong si honey kasama din sa pag gawa ng float.. woah! two guys in one night! pero la ung isa kong guy..haha!la lang..

aiun recess.. binigyan niako ng P100 pambili ko daw ng materials..

john: "here P100 pesos. buy 4 cartolinas."
marga: "four sir? so many.."
john: "it's okay. kung magkamali kayo, kundi may spare pa.."
marga:"okay sir.. (grabe naman na kami magkamali nun, kung apat na cartolina agad..)"

so.. aiun recess kinausap ko si don at rachelle tungkol dun.. tas bumili ako ng dalawang white cartolina kay kuya gary.. binigay ko ung isa kay don.. tapos 10pm, may practice ng choir.. as usual andun si john.. may tama ata.. sayaw ng sayaw.. feel na feel nia ung practice.. la lang..
then fast forward na natin..

dinismiss kami ni kulots ng 5pm dahil sinermonan pa kami.. yeah right.. tas ayan na sila rachelle at vannie.. dala-dala na nila ung dalwang cartolina..

rachelle: "mameh eto.. grabee.."
marga: "bakit tapos na?"
vannie: "grabe si honey mo.. taga hawak lang kami!"
rachelle: "oo mameh! ang bilis pa nia magdrawing!"
marga: "oh?!! *sabay hablot sa cartolina*"
vannie: "grabe ang galing nia parang wala lang sa kanya!"
marga: "weeeeeeeeee!!"

haha.. aiun.. before ko sila pagdrawingin pinuntahan ako ni don sa room.. sabi ko, "puntahan mo si custodio sa third year siya pagdrawingin mo.." pero nagloloko lang ako nung time na yun.. tas sineryoso ni don! pinuntahan pala talaga nia.. tas aiun siya pinagdrawing nila.. sayang sana andun din ako.. haha! pero okay na rin na hindi.. ta lalaki na naman ulo nun.. ta alam na nia kasi.. tae.. feeling nia hahabul-habol ako sa kanya.. hmph! basta.. wafu pa rin.. bahala na..

unfortunately.. di ako pinayagan ni mommy na hanggang 9pm ako.. hanggang 7-8pm lang daw ako.. hay naku.. parang isang oras lang naman.. nanay ko talaga.. lapit-lapit ng bahay ko.. haha.. di bale.. may chicks pa rin.. haha.. saka isa pa.. ako lang ang babae dun na gagawa ng float.. di met kasi pwede si belle tas rachelle ta ang layo kasi ng mga tahanan nila.. sayang.. oh well.. that's life..

yun lang.. uuwe si kuya sa friday.. punta daw siya sa market fair.. para mangbalaw.. tae na kuya..
haha..

dahil sa bike...

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anyway.. sigurado nagtataka kayo kung bakit eto?? well.. last february 15, 2007 nanakawan kami ng bike.. haha..

so aiun.. nahuli ang salarin.. kapit bahay lang pala namin.. s***..haha.. dada ng dada ang nanay ko pag-uwi ko ng feb 16 ng hapon.. kasama ko pa si kimi na nakinig sa nobela ng nanay ko tungkol sa salarin ng araw na yaon.. pinapulis daw nia.. natakot.. binalik yaong bike na ninakaw.. at sosyal yaong salarin.. pinaayos ang bike.. shiny shimmering splendid nung pagkabalik samin.. haha.. paulit-ulit ang nanay ko sa kaka kwento at dumudugo na ang aming mga tainga ni kimi sa kakakinig habang ginagawa namin ang aming powerpoint presentation para sa grammar..

aiun.. sinundo ni bobby si kimi sa bahay at sila ay sumakay ng tricycle..

6pm ng gabi.. dumating si ama at galit na galit nang nalaman niang nanakawan kami.. pinatawag nia ang mga salarin sa bahay at kinausap nia ng masinsinan.. pumasok ako't natakot sa aking ama.. grabe ang kanyang pagkagalit sa dalawang salarin.. samantalang kaming tatlong magkakapatid ay nasa loob ng bahay, namamangha sa pinapanood namin sa telebisyon..

nagka-ayos at sinabi ni ama sa mga salarin: "hindi ako nagagalit dahil sa ninakaw nio ang aming bike.. ang pangit kasi doon, ay yaong pinasukan nio kami--at kapitbahay pa namin kayo!"

dadadannnnnnnn.... katakot..

oh well.. ganyan talaga ang buhay..

nung gabing yaon.. sarap ng tulog ko.. wahaha!!

an old friend..

i just remembered my best friend in iloilo.. her name is kristine joy solijon.. she's the most understanding and caring best friend that i ever had.. when i try to reminisce the time when i first met her, i don't remember any.. she told me in her letter once.. "di ko na ya kadumdum kung panu ta nag-meet.. basta friend ta ka ya dayun!" let me translate this one for you.." i don't even remember how we first met.. you just became my friend!" haha! so nice.. i remember.. when i first informed her of leaving iloilo, she just took it as a joke.. i think that was a month before i really left iloilo.. everytime i mention about my upcoming departure, she would just say "di mo ko pagkalimtan kung ara ka na to ah.. padal-an mo ko letters kag indi ka guid mag lain sang cel number ah.." translation: "don't even forget me when you are there already.. send me letters and don't even change your cellphone number.."

hmmm... 2 week before my departure.. all my friends gave me letters unexpectedly! man.. i was so shocked that time.. i don't even know how to react everytime a friend hands me a letter.. i didn't expect i was that important to them.. i tried my very best to hold back my tears.. and i was kinda successful.. but a week before my departure, i have my friends to sleep over our house.. it was so fun and memorable.. we slept on the same bed, talked about many things till dawn.. we laughed and laughed, trying not to even think about shedding a tear.. how nice..

going back to joy-joy, she's the only friend who told me she really trusts me in everything.. i've never thought of hearing those words coming out from her mouth.. my friends know that i don't like being sentimental, that i always look for fun, but joy-joy is the only person who could turn me into senti mode.. haha! when i left iloilo, joy-joy didn't cry infront of me.. she just kept on smiling, as if nothing's wrong.. as for me.. i did the same.. i didn't cry.. believe it or not.. but it's very hard to hold back the tears..


to make things short.. i flew 45 minutes to manila and drove 6 hours going to dagupan.. then during my first week here in dagupan.. i cry every night remembering the people that i've left back in iloilo.. especially joy-joy.. but as time passes by.. i learned that i can't keep on crying and crying every night.. i should also learn how to laugh for a while.. then i met some friends here in dagupan that made me feel that i'm not all alone.. haha so fleshy..

so that's that! joy-joy and i still have this communication between us.. we text each other, exchange letters,send e-mails and more.. i love her sooo much.. and i wish i could turn back time, for me to be able to tell her one last time that she's the bestest friend that i've ever had in my whole life..

amu lang na tanan nga gusto ko i-share sinyo.. tani nagustuhan nio.. haha.. halong kamu tanan pirmi!

a memorable night..

it was just now that i was able to write about last night.. prom night.. february 9, 2007.. awww.. last prom..

so, of course i enjoyed the night.. with my friends in their daSHING gowns and suits! and also with the whole highschool faculty.. okay so, i was surprised and at the same time impressed when i saw my fellow seniors in their gowns and suits.. really! they looked so lovely! the guys looked so handsome! they really look like frogs as expected! waha! and the girls really looked like cinderella when she was still a maid! woah! peace out people!

next.. the juniors.. damn.. they're sooo... so! haha! i liked the junior boys way better than the junior girls.. don't even think about contradicting.. anyway.. it was their first time to attend a prom.. i was once a junior too.. so i know how they felt that time.. every now and then they would check up on their faces.. haha.. during dinner, they won't even touch their soup.. while the seniors, we are already reaching for the rice.. haha! so funny.. so again, i looked around gown gazing and even boy gazing! haha not star gazing.. the gowns of the juniors looked so pink.. and the boys look so great.. especially my two boys there.. haha! just ask my beloved wisedumbers on how i reacted when i first saw them.. weee...

last but not the least... PURITY 2005-2006!!! the best! 1 week before the prom, ivy already informed us about having our picture taken together as a group.. so we were so excited to have our group pictorial.. it will serve as our remembrance.. awww... love purity.. so after the program last night.. ivy gathered us to have the pictorial at francis.. but unfortunately they were very busy, and they can't handle a group picture especially when we were more than ten! haha.. so we decided to just have it outside.. and fortunately the stage was available.. so we had it there.. the feeling was so nice, knowing that your together with your favorite class, having your picture taken on a special event of your life.. awww... we enjoyed the pictorial a lot, with all kinds of cameras clicking in front of us.. haha.. then after pictorial, we told ivy of how much we missed her and how much we love her.. aww.. i can't just forget that time.. then she also told us, she loves us too.. awww... so sad, yet memorable.. hmmmm... love purity sooooo much!!! this is my second family.. love you ivy!

cinderella? nah.. just the maid..

this day was really a bummer.. words ain't enough to describe this day.. i wish i hadn't gone to school.. we've done nothing but practice the same routine, over and over again.. it's just that, mrs. blancaflor was there watching us..

okay.. so.. in the afternoon, i felt awfully sleepy.. then we had our choir practice, so it made me feel better and awake.. then drex asked me to go with her to the mall.. we left kimi with bobby.. so it's just me and drex.. a cat with a dog.. we went to a computer shop.. surf the net.. then mitch was also there in the mall.. and i kinda lika sorta went wild.. you know, the usual marga when "my-windy-boastful-crush-thinks-he's-really-handsome" is around.. hmmm... so that's all about it..

tomorrow, prom prom prom.. i'm going to see many weird faces! woah! haha including my own face.. many will have their own transformation! swoosh! magic! haha! many will turn into frogs instead of becoming princes.. but i'm sure, the girls would look absolutely lovely like cinderella when she was still a maid.. woahaha! peace out! don't worry i'm also cinderella.. it's just that i'm the cinderella when she was already at the palace.. haha..

that's all folks!

tell me why..

i came home with a terrible headache.. what i did next is of course take some medicine.. okay, so next i took a nap then i dreamt of something weird.. i would like to remind you that nothing special really happened to me this day except for this dream i had when i took a nap..

i dreamt of the same thing that had happened to me during the day.. except for one thing.. okay so here it goes..

we were in leisure coast practicing for our prom.. so there i was, laughing with my friends, looking at the shoes of every girl that passes by infront of us, looking at our crushes that make us feel wobbly all over!! then the practice dance for the juti dance came.. so my partner came over and took my hand.. i remembered that i asked him just to hold my wrist because my hands are wet all over.. haha.. but still he insisted to hold my hand because he said his hands are also wet.. haha.. (that part really happened to me during the day.. funny isn't it?)

so of course we danced with all the other people around us dancing too.. then suddenly i felt hot, so i removed my jacket..then from behind me a guy held my jacket for me.. i let him have it because i just feel like it.. haha.. then my partner disappeared! i looked for him, but unfortunately no sign of him.. i tripped and sprained my ankle for i was wearing my heels.. instead of going back to my chair, i just went out of the hall.. then i saw my jacket their outside.. i went to get it, but a guy (the same guy who held the jacket for me) appeared and picked it up for me.. unexpectedly he took my shoe, got a chair for me to sit on, then returned my jacket back to me..

that's all.. so.. maybe you would ask yourself.. "so what's next?", "that's it?", "what's the point of that dream??"

THE BOTTOM LINE:

i didn't know who was that guy in my dream.. why did he took my jacket in the first place? why did he appeared and returned my jacket? why did he remove my shoe and took it with him? and again.. "WHO THE HELL IS HE??!!" geez.. i've been dreaming of him for quite a while now.. i've only told my friend vannie about this "hot-unknown-guy-always-in-my-dream" thingy.. she told me it might be my soulmate.. haha! now that's funny!!

"what if.. it's really my soulmate i've been dreaming of??"

hmmm.. actually this had happened to her also for twice already and she told me about it.. soo.. that's all for now.. a friend is already craving for this entry.. she really wanted to read it badly.. so buhbye!